1/20/2004
Screwed up today. Pearline assigned me for the duty of parade commander during the morning's assembly, And I practically screwed up while doing the National Pledge. People laughing at me and stuff... I really cannot take it anymore. Esp. tt loser Shawn. Hey faggot if you see this listen up: you like to talk rubbish eh? i'll make sure your life will be screwed up twice as mine!!!!!
WHY DOESNT ANYONE UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL?!!!!! I FEEL SO FUCKING STRESS, DO YOU ALL KNOW THAT??!!!!!
You all think life is so easy is it? damn it i have to face critcism from the Students, Some of you faggots in class, and even from my parents. Almost everyday you know?! Damn it, Screw you all man!
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9:01 AM
1/14/2004
Had done alot of thinking just now. Joachim was right. I still have my siblings around e.g. him, Penny, Hui Mei, Umi, Rai. So i need not really give a damn thing about those losers, who should i say those who used to be my 'friends'. True... but still.... I do feel lonely at times, really.
Actually I dun feel like going to school, at all. Seeing them makes me wanna run away from reality, I dun wanna face them. Guess Joachim has talk sense outta me. It's my life. I dun really need to care what they do behind me. As i go on in life, I am sure to meet more peoplez who will eventually become my true friends. That is ,if i am lucky..
O fCUk them , Life still goes on. Isnt it?
An Excerpt from Life Goes On, By Dragon Ash*
No one's gonna stop my flow, yeah
The Lilies are still in full bloom, you know?
No one's gonna rule out your way
So many cases, Da life goes on
** Many minds, so many lives all the time make me so crazy
Every time go every line for the mind Let me go faith way
No one's gonna stop beats and flow
Just a one little thing, each one of us, one another
Life goes on...
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7:15 AM
1/13/2004
You know what? its now then I recently kinda found out that life isnt really what it is used to be, ever since i joined S.Council. Friends despise me, look down on me and stuff... Guess what? FUCK YOU ALL WHO THINK TT WAY! you know who i'm talking about. What's wrong with you people? do i even need to care what you think about me? even saying it at my back? got damn it you guys seems more like loser. No no... Wait , even better, Fuckers!
And 1 damn thing, you guys think its noisy when I'm around? well say so, god damn it. I dun actually have to talk to you motherfuckers. Guess what? I think you guys are also noisy, so what the hell do i even care? Fuck you all man.. WEll that's good since you all think tt way, maybe i shuld just stop talking to you dicks from now on, and if ur wondering y, ask ur fucking brain, but if ur too moron, lemme give you my words: I dun talk to born fuckers.
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6:43 PM
1/10/2004
Sial la, fUcking sian sia.... Nth to do on weekends..... Ytd i go home my legs aching like hell sia... long story, next time den say.... O hell, ytd nothing do went to mirc, saw this fag who grad. from ITE clementi, trying to flaunt his seniority arnd. To think i actually give a fuck lecturing that son of a gun. lolx.. Den met this person from Jan Intake 2004, called Stella. i tell you she is one sassy person i ever met since i stepped into Ite Clementi.
hahaz... Sianz, Friday got Games day, i better pray heard nth happen tt day.... TOlong ar......
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3:23 PM
1/08/2004
Okiez, lesson that bad as i expect. Daisy and Aaron still survive, goner man..... AS for Teddy Chan, he still around but haven see him in school le, weird. He pontang school meh? cannot be ba.......
ERm, anyways, i promised you guys to tell you updates for the Orientation. O well, we nearly got screwed up by Mrs Ng our teacher in charge, cause she neawrly scraped the plans for the talentquest i think. Fanin went to argue with her about this i heard. Wa lau, I damn scared that later he kana screwed up by Ng instead. :(
Now inside Web Publishing class, the basics i think i can skip la (come on, i crea8 this template mind you, do I even have to listen to him ramble about FrontPage? no chance in hell man) lolx.......
adios Guys!
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10:54 AM
1/05/2004
Manz, today was like, damn blardy hectic. Orientation and stuff, gotta do alot of stuff sia... 6 plus den reach home sia... Hahahaz...
Den the MC speech also mess up sia, My micro. skali no sound, den later on the Programme sheet also dun tally with our speech. What the hell.....
manz i am tooooo tired, tell you what, tml i'll wirte another blog den i'll tell you guys about it den, okiez? nitez!
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