Finally, blog template done..

Sigh..

Been Thinking alot lately.. Mostly about the sad things that happened in my life?

Well, it actually begins while I was watching the Naruto Episode 80 ( My stupid brother go and download it on my computer ). Its about the death of the Third Hokagae, and everyone was very very sad.

That was when i dawned on the fact, that everyone dies and leaves very fast.. Just when you didnt cherish it, they just dissapear without your notice.. Take for example, my great grand ma..

She died when I was around Primary 2 ba.. From what I can remember, she used to dote on me alot (e.g. i happend be the eldest great-grandson FYI ) . She was one of my closest relatives, yet she just went off.. Den i went to my father's cupboard, and took out the video camera, and the tape which records the funeral of my great grandmother. Yup FYI its still around and intact.

I played the video and saw my expression then. Was quite shocked, cause instead of mourning with the others, I was smiling happily, as if nothing happened.

I cried after watching that video.. I did, Really... If only I was sensible enough.. Maybe things would be different now.. Sigh.. I dunno ba.. Guess I'm a cry baby eh?

..... Maybe It's time to change already ba.. Have to be more sensible le... Grandpa also getting older and weaker le.. As a grandson, I guess its time to spend more time with him, let him enjoy it to the fullest le.. Hope there are still enough time to make admanments....

Anyways time to knock-off for family matters. About work.. well.. Eric had a talk with me that day.. He told me that everyone in the office acknowledges me as a dilligent worker, and that I've the ability to become more than just a normal staff in the outlet. But he say I'm lacking confidence...

He's right actually.. I very scared i cannot do most of the things sometimes. I dunno why also.. Dare not to do it ba..

Anyways, Eric: dun wry, I wun dissapoint you de. I will overcome all obstacles and gain confidence. One day, I'll be in your post de. I promise. I can do it~

Ok gtg le la.. AdioZ