Sigh... You know guys? Recently I've been thinking about the fact that I always mess things up.

I've also find out that I need to more manly already, cause my appearance looks like a kid. Maybe its time to wear jeans instead of my usual bermuda shorts eh?

And lastly, that my diet plan is working WAYYYYYYY too slowly? Yeah, probably due to what I eat after my exercise..

Sigh....

I dunno man... Why is it always me? Why Do I always mess up a perfect meeting? Why?

*sobs* i crying now. Serious.... I'm Feeling down now... Major depression and dissapointment...

To Aveline: Just in case your hand itchy go visit my blog again. I just wanna say that I'm sorry... I know I shouldn't have just act so idiotic when we were outside MPH. Guess I should not have even brought up the whole matter when we were out eh? Guess it spoils the whole mood..If time can turn back, I wish I never told you what happen at all.... Maybe it would be better now eh? maybe now we would be still talking on the phone, laughing our way to aspects of life. Hope you'll forgive me. Friends forever?

I hope...

Sigh... Guess I have more to learn eh?..

Pens off, I can't write anymore.. adioZ