You know what? God seems to like to play tricks on a naive and stupid guy like me. Because thanks to him, I lost the chance to be with someone whom I have longed to be with for years, and at the same time, he also made me break up with my girlfriend.

The reason for the break was pretty simple. Because she scared that the love for me has changed.

.............

I'm fine, really... I'm cool....

*Kick the Fucking Computer chair and throw everything on the study table to the floor*

*Pants* ...... Fuck God. I dun care who the hell is reading now. Dun care whether he loves God or nt, but Fuck God. I hate God.. ArgH~~~~`

*sobs* Why am I so stupid???~

*sigh*

Guess I am always that unlucky eh? Always unloved by God. Always the unlucky one..

Would you be happier, if I was the same old me?
Would you feel loved, if I was the same old me?
Would you try to be with me, if I was the same old me?
Could we have been together now, if I was the same old me?
I'm Lost..Really..

GTG. Adioz..