Avy, hope you're readin this, cause this post is dedicated to you.

Remember the time you ask me to think about whether we were suited for one another? I think I came up with an answer..

I remembered you asked me last time on why I like you.. Well... I couldnt explain then. But now I know why le..

Your smile.. That's what keeps me loving you.

I'm crazy eh? Maybe... I bet other people reading this post will be thinking that I'm an idiot.. But who cares? Just gonna say it anyways.

Everytime when I see you smile... my life brightens up alot... Everytime when I see you, I get really tensed. Serious, just that I never show it.. But your smile eased everything..

When we go out.. You would always find something to suan me de... Lolx... No offence ok? Anyways... I'm used to it le lar... Your suanings.... Well, everytime you suan me, I will always feel a pang in my heart... But, when I see ya smile and laugh after that, I thought that getting Suan by you is worth it.. As long as it makes you happy, I'll do or sacrifice anything...

When you're sad/angry/troubled, I always tried to find ways to cheer you up... But seems like everytime I fail to do so.... ~_~" silly eh? haha...

Remember when we talked in the NEL MRT? When I saw you so pissed and sad.. I really wanted to find words to comfort you... But I just cant the right words to say... Seeing you being so sad, hurts me too... Who wants their loved ones to get hurt or sad, aint it?

When you said you were sick, I went haywired.. I was so worried... But still I couldnt do anything.. Kinda useless eh? When you told me you nearly died because of it.. I felt a pang in my heart. Everything turned white...

...I really scared that I might lose you.. I dont want that to happen..

Am I being really silly to be so devoted to you? To you, maybe yes.. To my friends, definitely a Yes, cause they think it's no use for me to be in love with you.. but to me... No.. Every moment spent with you is treasured by me... Every minute, every second... Every smile, every memories.. To me they are worth it...

.... Like I've said.. As long as you're happy, my lil' princess...

I'll still wait for you... I promise... Find me to talk when you're sad or down.. Promise to be there always... Wont try to let you fall again... Even if you fall, i'll promise to carry you.. I'll risk everything to protect you, just to make sure that you're fine..

~_~, I guess that's all eh? Wooo weee, just let down a load on my heart...

Adioz, gtg.

Hmmm.. Monday and Tuesday passed by pretty fast. Today's already Wednesday le..

Be prepared ar, Gonna write a fucking long post today.

BTW, Leng and Louis have been staying over my house for the past 2 days, meaning Monday and Tuesday lorz...

Btw, talking about Monday.. Hmm......... Yup, met up with her... But her friend was around.. Well, nothing much to be shy of... Just that there are some things I yearned to tell her.. The timing and atmosphere just wasn't right.. Didn't have dinner with her too. She insisted that dinner @ home would be more economical.

Dang.

So I send her home... Hmmm... Let's just say we at least had a little conversation when we walked from the MRT to her house.. Passed her the presents when we reached the void deck. Hmmm.. So that's how V day when for me. Again, mission unaccomplished.

Sigh..

After that short date, I went over to Seng Kang and met up with Leng and Co. Played a bit of bball, then went home with Louis. Leng had to go home and pack his school clothes first. And so we 3 stayed over at my home, talking cock all night.

I think i'm the luckiest of all my 3 buddies. Hmmm... Cause like, Louis aint doin with well with his *ahem*. For Leng, there's just no girl in his life... As for me.. Well, I've always prayed hard that if I waited patiently, my chance to be with her will come. And Its about to come I think...

Hope so ba..

Woke up late on Tuesday. Sigh.. It took a long time for me to wake those 2 idiots up.. What to do.. Had MacDonald's @ Clementi. As a result, we 3 went late for lesson. After the first lesson was lunch. But we decided to went home, cause like, we all too tired le..

Went home, rest a while, then played abit of Maple. After that meet up with Louis and Jasmine. They were late though. According to them, Shawn's fault. O well, as if I give a damn.

We went to meet up with Leng and kai, and watched Tiffy playing bball match.. Holy Innocent's Vs. Fuchun. Holy won... But the girls from Fuchun looks as though they were about to start a cat fight. Hahaha.. I enjoy seeing girls fighting one another le. DUnno why, macam cats or kittens fighting.. lolx... MEOWWW~~~

We went down to Kembangan after the match. Er right, Kai didnt go. Dunno why also. We decided to abandon the court @ kembangan shortly after reaching, cause the court was 3/4 covered with woodboard floorings and steel poles. Leng's friends didnt came also.. cause of work I think. So in the end we went Spitfire to play. Long time nv see tt stupid ring le.. hahahaa...

So we played until 10 lidat. Den took 135 go home... Yawnz... Was so tiring lorz..

We woke up early morning the next day, but still late for lesson. Haha... After school we headed down to Louis's house to bai nian.. Ok la quite fun, not bad..

Ok la gtg le, bb

Hmmmm...... That day is coming already...

Yep ladies and gentlemen, Valentine's Day is coming - again. And I guess I'll be spending it alone - Again.

Er wait, hold on. Maybe not.

Well, let's see.... Ask her out on Monday, and she said ok.

Wootz...

Sorry for the moodless "wootz" .... Not that I wanted to anyways...

Well... the fact that she actually agreed to meet up on that day really brightened up my day.. It's just that.. Sigh..

Hmmm......... the last time when we had a serious talk.. She wanted me to think whether we are suited for one another or not...

I was thinking: Maybe It's now time for Show Hand?

Well... What I meant is, maybe is time I should tell her my thinking..

Sigh.. I dunno. Hope all goes well that.. God bless me. Please PLease PLeaSE~~~~~

Sigh...

Ok gtg.BB

I'm now over at the Skkol Lab... So Sian Lorz... Now slacking with Leng and Co.

*yawnz*

ANyways, just for your information, Louis recently came up with a new theory. That the skool got alot of Hollows, also known as "xu" in chinese.

Wondering what the fuck I'm talking about yea?

WEll, Hollows are something like ghost. ERm, no, make it spirits Evil ones to be exact. Something like nightmares.

Lolx... Anyways, Louis mange to took a video clip of a bunch of hollows walking out of the skool gate. Weee~ Phenomenon. WE finally condluded that the skool is consumed with evil spirits....

O yeah, skool ending early today... Cause the teachers are having meeting..

Gonna spend time until 5, when I'll be working.. Ok la gtg le, BuaII~~~