Avy, hope you're readin this, cause this post is dedicated to you.

Remember the time you ask me to think about whether we were suited for one another? I think I came up with an answer..

I remembered you asked me last time on why I like you.. Well... I couldnt explain then. But now I know why le..

Your smile.. That's what keeps me loving you.

I'm crazy eh? Maybe... I bet other people reading this post will be thinking that I'm an idiot.. But who cares? Just gonna say it anyways.

Everytime when I see you smile... my life brightens up alot... Everytime when I see you, I get really tensed. Serious, just that I never show it.. But your smile eased everything..

When we go out.. You would always find something to suan me de... Lolx... No offence ok? Anyways... I'm used to it le lar... Your suanings.... Well, everytime you suan me, I will always feel a pang in my heart... But, when I see ya smile and laugh after that, I thought that getting Suan by you is worth it.. As long as it makes you happy, I'll do or sacrifice anything...

When you're sad/angry/troubled, I always tried to find ways to cheer you up... But seems like everytime I fail to do so.... ~_~" silly eh? haha...

Remember when we talked in the NEL MRT? When I saw you so pissed and sad.. I really wanted to find words to comfort you... But I just cant the right words to say... Seeing you being so sad, hurts me too... Who wants their loved ones to get hurt or sad, aint it?

When you said you were sick, I went haywired.. I was so worried... But still I couldnt do anything.. Kinda useless eh? When you told me you nearly died because of it.. I felt a pang in my heart. Everything turned white...

...I really scared that I might lose you.. I dont want that to happen..

Am I being really silly to be so devoted to you? To you, maybe yes.. To my friends, definitely a Yes, cause they think it's no use for me to be in love with you.. but to me... No.. Every moment spent with you is treasured by me... Every minute, every second... Every smile, every memories.. To me they are worth it...

.... Like I've said.. As long as you're happy, my lil' princess...

I'll still wait for you... I promise... Find me to talk when you're sad or down.. Promise to be there always... Wont try to let you fall again... Even if you fall, i'll promise to carry you.. I'll risk everything to protect you, just to make sure that you're fine..

~_~, I guess that's all eh? Wooo weee, just let down a load on my heart...

Adioz, gtg.