Growing more emo day by day.Dunno why also....

Muh bro going to CJC. Good to see him going to a J.C .. Dad and Mum's so proud of him.. Granny and Grandpa too.... I could understand... Least there's someone in the family line that makes it to a J.C..

Yeah... Unlike me.. Going into ITE, making my parents and grandparents down....

I really wished I could have done the same. Get good grades and enter J.C .. Making my parents proud... Making my grandparents happy.....

J.C .... It was once a dream for me.. wanted to fufil it, but it ended like a burst bubble...

Who would know how I feel then? Not my parents, definitely. They claim they know me, although I know they are dissapointed in me getting bad grades for O's. They wont know the kinda sorrow and sadness I face everyday during tt period of time. I know alot of people despised me, just because I'm gonna enter ITE. Friends start to leave me one by one... I became more and more lonely each day... I struggled on still, bearing the hope that my life still goes on.. If I never put up a struggle, I guess I would have commited suicide by now.

Really, aint joking...

Truth to me told, I think no one will ever know how I ever feel inside...