I've been pretty lazy to blog lately.

Looking @ the last post.. yeah, i probably too lazy to do so..

There's been alot of things that passed thru my mind lately.

Shall not dig too much of the past out. We'll just talk about something that happened not recently..

What happens if you, by chance, met up with someone whom you have not met, like, eons ago, and after like, a couple of outings, you suddenly feel something for her?

I know, I'm probably mad. I'm always mad ever since from the start isn't it?

:1

And if things aren't that confusing yet, there from afar came in a prince charming with his ride, and knowing her, she's probably way smitten over him, which probably means i stand no shiet chance of telling her how i feel....

And why is that? Let's see, who would ever wanna spoil the friendship with just simple words like, " i think i like you" ?

I dunno man... I'm going crazy already, with regards to this issue..

You know what? so be it. Its not as if she's gonna see this post anyways, i doubt she has my blog address.

OK fine, guess what, Intan, you're the one I'm interested in.

And you know what? I'm prolly fucking mad now to even confess how I feel about you, in front of a computer screen. Call me gutless, whatsoever, but I don't know how I should even tell you this. And the more reason now that i shouldn't be bringing this up in front of ur face, since you're way smitten over Budd.

I actually wanted to confess to you that day during the chalet outing... I tried hard to pull in as much confidence as possible, hoping that I would at least have the guts to tell you how I feel.. But I guess everything went down to a standstill when you told me that you're fond of Budd...

Looking @ ur face when you were talking to me about Budd, I sense the amount of joy and happiness he brings to you, even before you guys are not even attached yet. I kinda guess that love will become even bigger once attached.. And I guess I couldnt do much, only to wish you all the best, and feel happy for you..

:1 ... I guess I'll just stop here... Have no mood to continue anymore..